Wow I'm amazed with Myself!!!

Wow.... Seriously... 1 full yr I didnt even bother to update my blog?
I'm so amazed with myself. Seriously... How did I do it.
Well.... Loads has happened around.
My love life, my home, and my work...

Lets start with my love life shall we?
This coming May is our 2 yr anniversaery together....
Horray~
Guess what... Some time back I had a heated arguement with him and we practically broked up.
Didnt really expect this to happen.
Seems like both of us juz snapped without knowing.
Lol
This is what has happened.
I'm too stress at work at that time which I was about to lose my job at DBS (I'll fill in the info bout this post in the later part of my post). And the day before he promised me that he will stop playing his game of Maple ONCE i reach his home.
Which ended up he didnt. So I lost my temper at him and scold and scream at him...
Practically said alot of unkind things to him too...
Which he snapped and chased me out of the house...
Lol... Pretty devastated and no will to live at that time...
Which ended up I was like 5 days without food except for all the Beer in my stomach from my friend's BBQ party at 'Downtown East Pasir Ris'.
But mircally.... We patch up the next day... For I tot all hope was lost I sent him one last SMS and plan to move on with my life.. But he replied my SMS and we patched back together...
But this time round. My parents choose not to exceot him anymore due to his past. Which I accidentally blurt out to my parents....
Stupid stupid stupid me!!!!!
Buy oh well... Other than a few lies from him and abit of back to his own pattern...
all are doing well for us... And I'm still trying to control my temper which I did quite ok I supposed?
Lol....
So thats so much about my love life....

For now this part of my post would be about my home and what has happened recently...
The most latest happenings in my home is that...
My brother and my sister-in-law is getting divorced!
Please do not get me wrong.. I'm not exactly happy over such endings...
Maybe as a husband, my brother, didnt bother to stand by his own wife, my sister-in-law, to support her and believe in her, which is the cause of what has happened today...
But my sister in law has her own faults too...
Being a married woman, she shouldnt run out with her friends after work and come back dead late in the night.
No i do not mean she cannot go out with her friends. But at least come home before 11pm to look after her own son?
My mother is old and she doesnt have the strength and stamina when she was young....

Ya you mother is sick and cannot move and need to be on medication..
My mother is the same too...
Be fair towards your mother in law...
Whenever she scold you. Its SURELY something you did wrong...
My mother is the most reasonable and fair person in this family.
Whether you choose to believe or not is your problem.
Your just digging your own grave by giving up a once happy marriage by going back to that guy!
My family never treated you badly in anyway... Everything we let you. What more do you want?
If you seriously want freedom?
Do us a favour. Dont get married. Your ruining others life also. What do i mean by ruining other people's life? Its the same as what you did in my family. By going out all the time with you PRECIOUS friends and coming back late. When my parents try to talk you around, you think that they are restricting to you and being unfair to you.
Your MARRIED!!! Have some dignity of a married woman. You choosed to work and my parents let you be. My mother helped you looked after your baby boy, EVEN when she hurted her leg and is not able to move around in the house..
That week you still choose to stay out late with your precious group of friends.
Seriously.. I do not have much comments on you. Which I choose to stay in a netrual stand.. But your actions is really putting down your own character...
Your pride is too strong that you cant even be bothered to call your own father in law Pa?
Grow up kid. I nay be wiltful and stubbon. At least I know respect.
Dont give me bullshit that I do not respect you as my sister-in=law.
Whatever thing you did I kept quiet.
I choose not to comment on you actions.
Thats as much respect I Can give you for now and never ever!
So dont put the accusation on your husband by saying he ruin your life
Anson is a handful and very hard to look after as he grows older...
Lets see... Baby with an attitude I supposed?
Hahaha...
Nvm I still love him dearly...
Back to my sister in law part...
No matter how upset she is... Do she have to keep SMS'in the same guy which chase after her b4?
I seriously wonder is He the one souring the relationship between her and my brother. Which I believe so...
Tell you something I BELIEVE that my brother can find a better and more loving wife than you.
Two word for you GROW UP.
Your so call pride is crap in my eyes.
Your pride and friends are more important that your husband and son?
May you rot in hell then.
You do not even know which is more important.
I rest my case on you..
The more I type about you the more my blood boil!

Alright as for the work part...
I gotten myself a work IN DBS as a Contract Staff for 6 months..
At first I was in the department for calculating customer's credit limit...
Byt after one month I was kicked to the Call Agent Department...
The Department of Hell and no Return...
Which as soon as mt contract ends and I've cleared all the volumes...
I;m being asked to leave by a simple reason.
The volume is very low and we cannot afford to keep you anymore...
Sio Sorry...


So this is much I've to update for now...
Good night and sweet dreams everyone
Love you All~
Muackz!~

Tired and Sleepy

Hey there bloggy how are you
Its almost 2 months I never come update you already
Nothing much has happened other than occassional weddings around.
Actually I do not know what to update also lol...
Weird right?
Having a blog which you do not know what to update it with...
Ah well looks like my blogging days are over
I shall stop here for today..
Cya and tata

What a Day in Maple

Hello peeps.
How are you guys doing now?
Gotten myself a new job at a tuition center.
Admin and tutor together
Just now at maple. I was playing my assassin.
Got one kid keep begging things from me and I dont wish to give him anything and he got sore over it
And starts to hao lian how many things he has. When I over talk him, he starts shut up noob
blah blah blah..
Onli know how to call pple noob.
How sad...
Come on la parents stop pamper your kids. They are so getting out of hands -.-

Regarding Internet Relationships and some NOrmal Updates

Ok... Lets see.. I'm tired to death coz its 2.30 am in the morning... And.. I got myself a part time job as a tutor at a Tuition Centre behind my block. So nothing much. I'm still doing great with my bf =D


Ok ok .. Back to main topic. .. Internet Crush and Relationship.
I'd take a example I saw at the MapleSEA forum.

Linky -> http://forums.asiasoft.net/thread.asp?qid=624884 (Wanna know what the rest said? Click on this link to find out)

Original Thread Poster and the contents.

--->

__________ = the guy

*Serene = the unlucky girl *

Her real name isn't Serene *
Ok. There's this girl named *Serene who likes someone from her guild and she had this feeling for him for a VERY long time. One day ( or night ), *Serene told him that she has feelings for him and he was stunned.

So she just kept quiet for a while and waited to ask him ONE VERY IMPORTANT question. After some time, she asked him "Hey ______, can i ask you something? Please answer me HONESTLY". Then the guy was like "Erm..Don't need to tell me the question, i aready know it." Then *Serene said "Okay, since you already know the question, can i know the answer?". ______ said "Is it a must?" *Serene told him that it is a must.

So, _____ said that he actually doesn't know the particular question. He was just trying to kid around.*Serene asked him, "Do you love me as in..more than a friend?" .________ said " What if i say no?what if i say yes?" She told him that if it's a yes, she would probably be happy and if it's a no, it's the other way round and she MIGHT quit the guild.

So _______ said "oh ****..I'm going to die if i say this.." *Serene asked him why he said that and she asked him to tell her because it is urgent. _________ was so mean to say that he doesn't love her and came to the map where she was training ( Line 2-Area 1 ). *Serene just teleported back to Kerning City and hid at the top of the map because she was really unhappy and heartbroken. _______ couldn't catch up with her because he is in the warrior category.

Now, *Serene asked many people for advises. They advised her to stay in the guild and just try to move on. They also added that if she really loves him, she should wait for him to be ready to open to her.

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Here's the full detail explaintion I'm gonna give. I am no love saint. But I know when to figure out what is a Virtual Reality (VR) Relationship and crush.

For a VR relationship never put too much hope whether the guy or girl will give you the answer that you want. Both of you dont know each other well! Neither have both of you seen each other before. So? Lose the feeling. VR relationship never works out. Ended up its either of the party getting heartbroken...

As continued... Some of the replies I saw from the thread. They say that the guy is mean to tell her straight into her face he dont love her.

Well. For what I think. I'm glad the guy told her straight that he dont love her. Rather than saying he loves her and have feelings for her. Juz to keep her staying in the guild. I sense some threaten in the story above. Threatening she will quit the guild if the guy dont love her. Well.... Quite childish way to get the answer she wants. Kind of back fired. If the friend of the girl of the story is reading my blog right now. No offence. I'm being frank and I thank god that the guy is being frank to tell her in the face that he doesnt love her.

He dont intend let you friend leave the guild neither does he have that intention. He just dont wish to give your fren false hope that he loves her. If she finds out in the end he doesnt loves her. And saying that he does is juz a way to give in to her. She will be much broken hearted.

Like WongTai says. The guy is clever to say no. He never met that girl before. Let alone have feelings for that girl. He's smart to leave the guild in order not to give her more false hope. I would do the same if I was that guy.

Back to main topic again. I've seen some cases of VR relationship worked out. But thats like 1/10 cases. Most cases is that the guy juz want sex or other things like money etc etc... Its never sturdy. You only know that guy thru VR and thru VR characters can be acted out and not truth. You dont know the guy in real life nor his true character. Thus I advice everyone. Dont fall in love in VR relationship. Coz its not worth it. In the end pple will ended up heartbroken like the girl in the story.

Oh well... Tats all I have to say for this topic tonight.. I juz hope that girl can think through and not dwell onto it too long.

Nighty peeps,
Love Huiru

Gym Exercise on 24/02/06

Went to yishun gym yesterday night with my dear. And the place is wow! Its no brand new and spacious! Not losing to california fitness in any way at all~
Well.. Spent 3 hrs plus there doing weights....
Thus right now I'm extremely tired to death and aching all over my body~ Hahaha... Juz gotta get used to it.
like my dear says. No pain no gain.~ =P
Hmm.... What else to update... Nothing much I supposed xD

Oh ya. Here's a picture of myself I took juz now when I'm maintaining my digi camera.

Boy... Do I look tired =p

Ok la.. I'd stop my posting here...

Cya. And Love you all~

Hugs and kisses,
Huiru

Night Posting

Oh well... I'm back to blog again..
Dunno why I do it also...
Doesnt really much matter right?
Right now I'm bored to death lor...

Holy crap! Its 11pm!!! The show I've been waiting is showing le~
Woo Hoo~
Oh yea baby...

Jobless for more than 1 month le and my handphone bills really sky high.. Dunno what to do also -.-
Dead meat.... $264 bucks for this month's hp bill. Last month is my dear help me pay thats why I manage to live through the hard time.. I seriously need to find a job otherwise I'd be dead by then... who will feed me~~~~
SAVE ME~~~~
Hahaha...
Ok la... dunno what has gotten into me. I'm juz too hype up lor... Lol...
Right now my dear still playing maple....
Looks like he's a maple freak le.. I'm juz too sick of maple at the moment.. Oh well... what to do. I was never engross deeply in any games unless that game seriously interest me much.
Other than that I can juz throw the game out of my mind completely coz its boring after playing a while....
Hmm
Ok baz. I'd stop my posting here..

Sweet dreams sleep tight everyone.
Love you all.
Love my dear the most.
Wakakaka


Hugs and kisses
Huiru

Oops~

Looks like I accidentally posted a empty bloggy
Kekeke oh well it doesnt matter does it?
I lost my job if I did update this little part.

=D

Now I'm into gym exercise thanks to my dear ^^
If it wasnt for him I wont be going to the gym at all...
Well our next visit is this coming friday lor =P
Like I said in my last post I got myself a new comp
Here are the spects of the computer

P4 3.0GHz
160GB HD
1G Ram
nVidia GeForce Graphic Card (256mb)

Around there lor.. Sound card I dunno worz.. Havent really go see what is it all about ^^

I'm bored and sick of maple again... So much childish kids playing and so much beggers around. Do I look like I'm charity?
No lor... When I was a noob I earn my money on my own I dont even remember begging any mesos from anyone lor...
So shame on them. Ahahaha... Sad lor...

I miss my dear dear so much... yesterday I brought my doggie out to jalan jalan and my dad sot sot de. Keep bombing my hp to ask me bring the dog back. Guess I'm not on the talking terms with him le.

Recently I read a interesting blog in the papers.
-----> http://xiaxue.blogspot.com
She hor.. dont put people in her eyes de.. Thou I agreed that she's a sexy and pretty lady but her personality SUXS to DA CORE....
God is so unfair.. Give her good looks but her personality I really dont like lor. If she's more friendly maybe I would like her better. Hahahaha....

So long never online le.. Coz my brother and his future to be wife. ROM is at 26th April 2006 always hogging onto the computer and I dont get to use. looks like I'm getting a sister in law soon. Wahahaha... Ok la.. Some how on talking terms with her baz. I guess so lor... Haiz.....
Sometimes I wish I can juz move out of my home and go and stay with my dear right now... I really miss him so much. At last I'm in the posting mood again. Got my printer to work and I printed some nice pictures out too...
Xiao Long Nu from 神雕侠侣 this version of the game the main girl char is so chio. I'll upload the picture once my new comp gets internet connection okies?
Love you all~

Lets see. What else can I update on my bloggy today. Nothing much I guess? Oh ya I bought a Nokia N70 and somehow the phone is a let down. Cannot send midis and mp3s in the MMS section. Says Format not supported..
FOR GOODNESS SAKE. THIS IS A GOD DAMN NOKIA PHONE!!!! PLS! DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. IMMA BOUT TO THROW THIS PHONE DOWN MY 8th STOREY FLAT!

Just now my mummy asked me a super funny question~
Lol....
Lets see....

Mummy: Ah bee. 为什么电脑还有登的？
Me: 因为你没有关掉电脑吗。。。
Mummy: 是吗？ 那么how to shut down 电脑？
Me: 那你平时是怎样 shudown 的？
Mummy: Ooh.... *Silence*

Lol... This I really cannot take it. Dont worry I'm not making a mockery of my own mother. I juz find her cute at times lor... Asking me the stuffs that she know how to do in the first place. But I cannot blame her. She's reaching 60 lor... She's 59 this yr =/
Sobz sobz... Y does she have to be this old? =/ I dont really like this to happen worz...
Haiz...

Sembawang shipyard you suxs to the core also. My fren told me you wanna hire people when I send my resume over. You didnt even bother to call or e-mail me back.
SUX!

Haiz.. Dont wanna count on you le. That time my boyfriend come interview a storeman job from you all. And he past the 2nd interview le and you all say he's hired for the job and will call him in 1 weeks time ended up you all also never call back. And when he call you all you all juz ignore his phone calls and messages.

SUXS SUXS SUXS SUXS! PUI!
ACK!

Hmm.. I'm getting violent again. My new hobby now adays is biting my dear all over =P
So funny. Hahaha... He's my chew toy le Wakakaka.....
Lol...
Ok la I'll stop here for the time being when I've think of something to post I will do it again later okies?
Love you all~

Hugs and Kisses
Huiru

Heya~

Yay~~~ New Computer~

Woot. My sister changed a new computer and she gave me the old one ^^
Hehehehe... So gd of her. But the computer is place inside my parents room lor =/
Not so gd after alll.......
Now on the phone with my dear..
What I hope is I can get married witH him once I reach 21 yrs old this july
^^
Ok lor.. I'll stop here...
Very sianz...
Mapling again =/
Cya dude ^^

Long time No Post Updates

Hello.... Long time no see...
My frenz came over to my home for gathering today... Too bad my dear cannot join in coz he need to work overtime...
Playing poker cards the whole day and nothing much. Sorry for not updating this blog for such a long time.. Never seem to find the movitation to continue posting everyday lor =/ Anyway here is some of the pictures taken during chinese new year..

My Dear dear and my Pet doggie
My dear dear and me
Ah bee
Mel and Joyce
Dear dear and my daddy....

Lets see what else can I update with this. Oh ya. My brother is getting a wife soon. Hahaha



ay.. He need to work overtime...
Playing poker cards the whole day and nothing much.

Sorry for not updating this blog for such a long time.. Never seem to find the movitation to continue posting everyday lor =/

Anyway here is some of the pictures taken during chinese new year..